[ Yours Sincerely, The End ]
Tuesday, March 03, 2015 @ 9:58 PM
Its been quite a long time since I last wrote a post;
This time it's also a reflection of how i feel;
my thoughts and my feelings;
I'm a person who is guided by my feelings/emotions.
I can't help it.
There are plenty of days i hate my emotions,
I dislike the way i feel.
There are nights i spend wishing my emotions away.
"If only i don't have to feel, isn't it wonderful?"
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Dear you,
You're confusing me.
What do you want from me?
Do you want me back?
Then why are you disappointing me?
Why you are pushing me away?
Why are you telling me to go with someone else?
I'm confused.
Stop confusing me...
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To the person who doesn't read this blog,
I don't know.
I'm confused ):
I think i'll move on.
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This hurt...
I'm fine if i don't have to feel happy.
I'm fine if i don't have to feel jealous.
I'm fine if i don't have emotions.
Emotions are a burden now.
Elixian
so close...