Kärnïvàl.

[ Deeper into the problem ]

Sunday, June 29, 2014 @ 7:02 AM

So i read my previous entry again,

and here i am reviewing what has happened so far.

You're my friend, still, i believe.
Yes, i was right, i could say.

You're starting to avoid me in some ways;

Are you scared?

I really wonder..

But in all honesty, i wish we can go back to the start

where we didn't know each other so well.

If i didn't have problems back then,

I think we could have ended up as better friends than now.

Have i lost a friend?

I think i did. I still believe in myself that much.

You always we're ok

What is ok?

Am i being too sensitive?

I'm jealous of how you tease at other friends

You laugh and call them

I wish it was me. But what can i do?

I guess i'll suck it up and be thick skin to stick around.

Lunch time with you and the rest,

is always good.

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Back to my bf,

soon he'll be home.

I wonder how much will change then?

I miss him.

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I've grown really fat recently

a whooping 10kg from back in poly before Japan.

I wonder how to lose weight?

Maybe it's my sleep pattern

I've been gymming and running quite a bit.

But i slacked off recently.

My injured ankle isn't doing so well

and now my knee decided to join that party

sigh~

Elixian