[ Positivism ]
Thursday, October 02, 2014 @ 9:16 PM
So, today, i talked to one of my closer friends
And here's my take out
(yes~ it's like a consultation session, LOL)
I aim to be better.
I got some stuff off my chest but still
I think i'm really not happy until i get to where i wanna be.
Oh hell yes, one day, i'm gonna attract you
You're gonna beg for me~ eh, heh heh heh~
Anyways, my poly friend - Ruth - introduced me to a 30 day work out
i'm only on day 4 but fk it's hard
But i'm not gonna give up!!! I want that hot body man~
MUAHAHAHAHAHA
I don't know why, but exercise motivates me like crazy
and sleeping makes me depressed
I'm weird huh?
Heheheheheheheheh oh well~ =w=;
In any case, i think i'm gonna start my fight
it's all uphill from here
but i have this gut feeling it's worth that fight
Yes, i know here i am saying all these and once i'm in front of him i panic.
But hey, it's a start no?
One day i'm gonna muster all that courage and be really who i am
and seriously, once i reach that,
i aint letting no one push me back to my starting point.
FIGHT!!!!!
"Never die on your knees, fight it."
I think i gotta figure out my future first.
But one step at a time;
Gonna work on PERSONALITY!
"I'm gonna be positive and happy today!"
This is what i'm gonna tell myself daily!!!!
Eliana
God will answer my prayer if i work hard enough for it!
