[ Break ]
Thursday, October 02, 2014 @ 3:17 AM
Break
"Here's to those whom loved us; if only we cared.
Here's to those whom we'd love; if only we dared."
Suddenly, i feel so broken.
I told myself, "focus, your grades. Focus."
I'm losing it so fast.
It still makes me cry.
Thinking about it.
Then, it'll make my heart race when i think of another.
I'm horrible.
Stop.
Stop.
Please, stop.
I need a miracle.
I need to stop breaking.
I think i'm too broken, too use to being broken.
I think i need to stop.
What if i told you whatever? i think it'd scare the shit out of you.
Even if not, you'd be cautious and distant yourself from me.
Hahaha, maybe that'll help.
Just when i got you out of my mind, my heart,
you crawl back in.
Please, stop. I beg you.
My thoughts are so scattered.
Music? Art?
Hahaha. Love?
I think, this side of me is broken. I'm hoping the rest of me isn't.
"I've gone for too far long, living like i'm not alive."
Am i alive?
-Elixian
i don't know what to think anymore.
