[ Remembering ]
Monday, February 20, 2012 @ 2:33 AM
Wings of Time by selenart; deviantart
Time
Sometimes i believe it takes time to develop something.
These songs,
They are exactly how i feel when i am at my lowest.
When i feel like nothing will go right.
Sometimes i know, it's my fault.
But yet i don't want to put down my pride to say sorry to the other person.
It's not because it's admitting i'm wrong.
Rather it's that "I'm too ashamed to see you"
When i'm like that,
my outer expression is anger.
Time is so magical.
It heals wounds.
Creates new life.
Destroys them too.
It makes people smile.
Makes people cry.
A never ending cycle of opposites.
Yet for everything that happens there are opposites.
Only time has no opposites.
Time never stops,
It never goes back.
We should start looking forward, right?
Be like "Time".
Don't look back,
don't go back.
Just keep forward, even if it's not easy.
Take a step at a time.
Even if that step is hard.
Still once you take that step.
It's a step forward.
No matter how long you take to take that step forward.
It doesn't matter as long as you don't take a step back.
We always wish we could go back in time and change something.
But, instead, can we change the future instead?
I think it's time to fight for things we want.
What do you want in life?
"Smile and keep going"
"We'll be with you"
"Don't stop"
"Keep running"
That scene that plays through my head every time i hear songs like these:
A slow motion of a character, running through a bunch of enemies.
Every enemy is one problem.
No matter how many times he's beaten down, he gets up,
fighting for everything he ever believed in.
He doesn't stop until he reaches the end.
While running, he thinks of everyone and everything that made him stronger.
Those words.
Are almost like his strength to beat anything.
To let him stand up again.
To keep moving forward,
like "Time".
Close your eyes. Take a moment and just think.
You'll realize it's not easy to be someone else who has to deal with you.
They are trying their best.
Don't think you're selfish.
Think they are people who care about you.
If you give up, you're wasting their efforts up till now.
Keep pushing forward
and they will be behind you. Pushing you too.
Think you're not alone.
Even if you are,
you surely have one thing to push you forward.
Your goal.
Think why you wanted to do it in the first place.
Even if it's faint, use it to push yourself forward.
because, most of the time, when you make it through.
The feeling is just awesome.
Elixian
"imagine the world basking in the sunset"
