Why am i like this? i'll tell you now...

I am currently happy, annoyed, sad, feeling the hate and tired

Happy:

♦ Its the last day of school today
♠ I found out i had great friends
♣ I finally have another person to talk to
♥ I can finally take a little break for a day...

Annoyed:

♦ My results sucked
♠ why the hell did she have to have an off day tmr?!
♣ THEM
♥ the upgrading of house downstairs

Sad:

♦ My results yet again
♠ they don't understand
♣ i still feel the pressure...
♥ i need to go back to school for a lot of days

Feeling the hate:

i don't know why i just do and i hate them so much, yes, i would so like to:

"SHUT MYSELF AWAY FROM YOU GUYS"

Why?

"Its because you HURT me and i DON'T want that..."

IS it fair?

"So, please, i BEG you, LEAVE ME ALONE"

That's all i have to you...

Tired:

i and physically and mentally tired...

why? cause i had a hard day today... and im' really tired... i wanna just drop dead and pass out, however i seems like i can't...

Mentally, i'm tired because, i am so sick of hearing the same things... over and over again, i hate it so much... so much so i grow to be tired of it... i no longer hate it, now i'm just tired. I'm very tired already, do they know that?

I bet you they don't... cause, even if i say, they would argue back with a phrase for 1 phrase i say, i get 10 opposing offenisce phrases back...

Honestly, i lost interest in talking to you guys... i don't seem to... like you guys anymore...

I'll tell you now:

"I'm tired. I'd like to stop. I've lost interst in being with you. I'll do as i please now, for i'm tired. I'm so very tired... but do you know?"

My answer to that question is:

"No, you don't"

Not that i like it... however...

"I'm sorry, but it seems like, it's over"

And you, are the one who ended it. No Matter how much i try to revive it, you killed it.

~Helix