ever feel like just going crazy and die? well, i have... for a moment there... >>

Yesterday, i apperantly fell sick with a horrid headache, flu (blocked nose and runny nose), and a sore throat... great, and to boot it's exam time! i can't get sick now )): i'll never recover if i'm sick now, cause i have to MUG and MUG until i drop dead ):

i slept late again yesterday, slept at 1am? xDD hahas, woke up at around 6:30am to find myself in a worst state then before for i'm dizzy and i banged into the wall when i started to walk... i felt so terrible! )):

i hate being sick... esp when it's a flu Dx flu are BAD!!!!

MPV (my point of view) this morning:

woke up x___x headache, can't breathe, nose blocked, throat hurting... got off the bed... walked towards the toilet.. "bang"... ouch )):! mm used the toilet, washed my face... walked out to where the towels were, my legs went "soft", opmfff... cleaned my face but ended up sitting in front of the towel and can't get up... got up after sometime time and decided to skip work and sleep.. dizzy still... can't sleep...

tossed and turned... trying to clear my nose... blocked again... can't breathe... sigh )): finally fell asleep sitting up on my bed...

woke up again at... 8? parents... started to clear my nose again... ouch... talked to parents about breakfast and laughed like nothing, still feel very terrible... gave angel a call... came back to my bed... used my boster to get my dad off my bed O.o then lay down... trying to clear my nose.. talked to my sister... read a bit of comic...

mmm, went downstairs, started coughing... walked around the house trying to kill time... watched the tv... breakfast came home. Ate, took some random medicine... told to go to the clinic tmr after school... spent more time on the tv... played the piano... played the computer... mm, i can't taste my coffee )): it tastes like plain water Dx not bitter, not sweet... coughed and sniffed more...

played with my sister on the computer till lunch time, ate lunch, everything had no taste, no smell, i can't smell the curry! the meat was salty... mmm, went to bathe, played a little more, stopped, talked to chao ngin on MSN... went off 1:30pm to study... the headache came back )): did Social Studies... finished an essay... called angel to talk... realised my phone is near it's death.. i'll get it checked... talked from 2:45pm to around 3:15?

dad came home from grandma's house, continued to do Social Studies...went to buy glue, helped my sister in solving a puzzle... continued to do study... finished my essay... did 4 pages of essay, felt happy... still having that crappy headache, i'm still coughing and my nose is still blocked... my throat still hurts... )): i feel like dying... turned on the computer... playing... mm, i'm blogging now...



sigh, i'm dying really T___T i seriously don't think i'll make it to the clinic after school tmr Dx i'll probably just die in school! well, after exams! i'm going to go out with chao ngin to buy stuff =w= and then, party!!! hohohoho, and of course, not forgetting to grind my level 83 charas to level 100!! MAJOR grinding ;D my sister just got there ;__; well, we'll see next time. Now i must concentrate and do well, at least give my all for my examinations!!

Work hard now, no stopping for breaks during exams, and when it's all over, i can finally sigh and just drop dead... if i haven't recover from my sickness, i'll rest a little more during the hols... T___T i don't think i'll cure myself seeing as now i'm in the mood of major mugging~ hahas

~Helix