Kärnïvàl.

[ Being Strong ]

Saturday, January 25, 2014 @ 10:00 AM

Just wanted to post this.

The past few days has been hard for people whom i'm close to.

To everyone who's shown concern and care, thank you.

To all who has prayed, I thank you too.

I hope i can continue to be better at what i do.

I hope i can reduce my negatives to a minimum.

I hope to fix myself and give you a decent surprise when you come home.

Hope my laptop gets fixed properly soon.

And that they compensate any extra damaged done to my laptop. ugh.

Hopefully i can also transfer those credits so i won't have to do useless subjects again.

Well, Overall, I wanna grow more.

Hopefully i get a chance to repay you both for the things you've given me all my life.

Don't go off so soon, kay?

Be strong, so i can repay you when i grow up.

Touching on so many subjects.

Hahas.

Reading back to my blog, i noticed the amount of unhappy things i post.

I guess this is really my get away from reality.

I rant all i want here knowing no one will listen.

I like this space. A public yet private space.

I hope i can continue to use this space.

Sigh.

So many memories.

Pray today will be a good day and that i'll continue to grow.

Elixian

[ Less is better ]

@ 2:10 AM

So i haven't posted in like a million years. First off, Happy New Years to everyone. 2013 has been a great year, i know 2014 will continue to be better as i strive to be better. Alright! so the post, "Less is Better". Why? cause sometimes there really isn't a need for more. I was recently chatting with my best friend, Angel. And the little things we talk about, how we can share literally anything and we don't have to worry the other party gets offended or like worry of being judged. We all have secrets. I'm sure, we do keep certain things from our parents because we worry they would worry about us. So, these are the things I tell me best friends and my boyfriend, of course. They give me just the right amount of attention and the best solutions and comforting when i need it. Recently there has been ups and downs in life. But pfft, what are these compared to my real friendships? Oh, but i'm really happy to have made friends in my University too. 5 of us in total. First time i had a real female clique!!! *le gasp* yes i have very very VERY bad luck with girls. Thank God i'm a female and i won't have to suffer looking for a GF. So, basically, in my life currently, I have 2 super close, best friends. Nat and Angel. Then there's my BF, Jordan. And in my uni, which i hope we'll become friends for life, Marisa, Xiao Xuan, Hanani and Jeannica. ITs great, although the numbers aren't alot and is less than 10. But these are people i can count on. And I enjoy that, in return, i would also wanna be a good friend. If I am permitted, in future, i won't mind helping any of them out. In fact, as long as they need it, i would try my best to help. So, that's the reason why less is more, and better. So what about family? Yes, family is important. My family is important. I don't think i show it very well. I can't really say this to them but i would wanna support them however i can. In future, i would make sure to slog my life away if it means giving them a comfortable life. My parents saw it through to give me what i wanted, and what i demanded is a lot. So it is only right that i let them enjoy as i did. Well, enough rant for now~ Elixian