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Whïtë Kärnïvàl
Çarë To Lïstên?
If you want to do something, then from now onSketch out your pitiful dream, with more strength than anyone else Readying your explanation, and holding your head high without hesitation Keep on singing about a person called yourself 僕が僕として生きてきた証にして どうせなら これからはいっそ誰よりも |
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[ Apology ]
Friday, October 07, 2011 @ 10:21 PM  Beloved Heart "As you open my eyes to the works of your hand" I'm sorry my dear heart. I've hurt you. So beloved, So Precious. Yet i do not know how to treasure you. All i know is just to scream, vant my angers on you. Yet you took all my anger, turned them to nothing. You become sad. Yet only when i've cooled down, that i see. How much i've hurt you. I'm sorry. |
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[ Treasure ]
Tuesday, October 04, 2011 @ 12:58 AM  Hold me by SimpleOona; deviantart Treasure I realised how much I've lost today. Communication with my friends. People whom i hold dear. We no longer talk. Distances grew.. But as much as i still regard all of you as my friends ever so close, not a single step away from what was before.. I'm sure you all have found other people whom you've held even dearer.. People whom you hang out more with. People whom you all feel closer to. I feel lost. I haven't taken many steps forward As usual i'm the more "lonely" one in the class. The "less known" one. I don't mind really. I enjoy having the company of a few friends. Close ones, Precious ones. Some i have no way to communicate with them anymore.. To name everyone i know off my head. Here they are: ANGEL SOU XIN HUI Natalie Yang Xiu Yi Alvin Phua Alvin Laiman Jordon Tan Dennis Yu (yes we still talk! but really little..) Genevieve Chua Ya Qi (YES i rmb your full name >:D) don't slap me D: Stephanie Loo Xin Yan Shu Yi Wani Yok Pin Vanessa Jia Xin Brandon Sham (fufufufu) Jennifer Carmen Lim Loong Guat Saw Sheng Yao Jun Kong (wahaha always can't contact de) Tammy Ho Winarti From my online friends/family: Neffy (mommy) Darren (Ava Teddy~) Arnaud (Ily <- wahaha i thought you were a girl when we first met!) Sapphy (Lina~ ) Fuu (Sally) Sendoh (SALAD DRESSING CUPCAKE) Saku (Puma) Amanda (Grandma? :D) Gabby (Grandpa~) Takanori (although i've never really talk much o.o) Hahas Love these bunch of people I wish i could talk to them all again!!! Play games with them. Go out with them. Thinking about it just puts a smile on my face!! Communication isn't the only thing i lost really.. I've been browsing a few things lately, music and stuff. I found out Fukumen, one of my fav violin cover artist, is gone D: The youtube account is gone! i can't find it!! ): Some friends took down their facebook accounts.. probably to concentrate on Alevels Sigh.. Sometimes i wish i can turn back time just a little, once in a while~ go back to the old days and laugh suffer under books do everything we use to do eat where we use to eat joke and go out like we use to Sometimes i think it'll feel great. Even if that "Time Travel" back is just for a few moments We all use to be naive but now we're all grown smarter, older some prettier, some more handsome, some happier now I know i sound pretty darn old and cliche =.= but honestly, I love the old days I mean who doesn't like to complain about how much crap we had to put into our heads? How we have to wake up so damn early just to get to school? Those heavy bags and lockers? Classroom with blue tables and gray chairs? Hahas as much as those who went to JC have seen all that... those who went to poly stuck in lecture theaters (but i admit i skip lectures >__>..whoops) Hahas Wish everyone would one day gather together, just have fun. Talk about everything and anything under the sun complain about how tough life is cry about things... (: Elixian missing everything we use to do
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