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Wednesday, August 25, 2010 @ 8:04 PM
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You know sometimes i wished you knew..
About what i'm thinking of.
About how i felt
How i am still feeling
How i wanted things to be
About how i can make you accept me
About many things..
So many i wished so hard that you knew.
If only you knew
Then perhaps you'll come to accpet me?
But then again, you've never really accepted me.
I just was there.
I am still just there.
My every action you want you corrected
My every emotion you feel that is wrong
My every chance to savage myself from this mess,
you wanted all these to change.
I can wait.
But you won't change.
I have the patience.
But you don't have the heart to accept.
I am forever your treasure.
That, i don't deny.
But you don't understand your treasure.
You don't see it's actions,
it's emotions,
it's wants,
it's needs,
it's desire.
Thus you don't know how to show you care.
Yet it knows you care.
But it cannot comprehend and it cannot see how you are protecting it.
You never understand when i speak.
You never bothered to "listen".
You somewhat never gave me the impression
you'll ever accept me.
For once,
cast away you thoughts and believes.
throw away everything you see infront of you.
And look through your treasure's eyes.
look and feel and hear what it hears.
Then perhaps,
You'll find the key to that little treasure box you've been protecting so long.
Yet have no idea how to put things into it,
because you can't open it.
♥♦♣♠ Hoping you'll hear the silent cries ♠♣♦♥
Darling
Many things go through my mind
Every time, i feel like i'm doing something wrong.
Yet you can stand it.
I wonder why?
I always regret what i've done after i've done it
I always see the flaws in the things i've done.
But i don't see the advantage.
Maybe because there is nothing great about it?
I want to change.
I've always wanted.
But never knew where to start.
Never knew what to do first.
I only say those empty words.
Those with meaning,
were only filled nothing but flaws.
How i wish i was dreaming some times.
Then everything bad would go away once i wake up.
Then again what's the difference between dreams and reality?
♥♦♣♠ Wished i was different ♠♣♦♥
I love you
now more then ever
♥♦♣♠ Elixian ♠♣♦♥
You know sometimes i wished you knew..
About what i'm thinking of.
About how i felt
How i am still feeling
How i wanted things to be
About how i can make you accept me
About many things..
So many i wished so hard that you knew.
If only you knew
Then perhaps you'll come to accpet me?
But then again, you've never really accepted me.
I just was there.
I am still just there.
My every action you want you corrected
My every emotion you feel that is wrong
My every chance to savage myself from this mess,
you wanted all these to change.
I can wait.
But you won't change.
I have the patience.
But you don't have the heart to accept.
I am forever your treasure.
That, i don't deny.
But you don't understand your treasure.
You don't see it's actions,
it's emotions,
it's wants,
it's needs,
it's desire.
Thus you don't know how to show you care.
Yet it knows you care.
But it cannot comprehend and it cannot see how you are protecting it.
You never understand when i speak.
You never bothered to "listen".
You somewhat never gave me the impression
you'll ever accept me.
For once,
cast away you thoughts and believes.
throw away everything you see infront of you.
And look through your treasure's eyes.
look and feel and hear what it hears.
Then perhaps,
You'll find the key to that little treasure box you've been protecting so long.
Yet have no idea how to put things into it,
because you can't open it.
♥♦♣♠ Hoping you'll hear the silent cries ♠♣♦♥
Darling
Many things go through my mind
Every time, i feel like i'm doing something wrong.
Yet you can stand it.
I wonder why?
I always regret what i've done after i've done it
I always see the flaws in the things i've done.
But i don't see the advantage.
Maybe because there is nothing great about it?
I want to change.
I've always wanted.
But never knew where to start.
Never knew what to do first.
I only say those empty words.
Those with meaning,
were only filled nothing but flaws.
How i wish i was dreaming some times.
Then everything bad would go away once i wake up.
Then again what's the difference between dreams and reality?
♥♦♣♠ Wished i was different ♠♣♦♥
I love you
now more then ever
♥♦♣♠ Elixian ♠♣♦♥