[ random ]
Friday, November 06, 2009 @ 8:10 AM
Just something really random:
First we were on the grounds,
looking at the skies wondering if we could ever touch it.
Then we were on that flight to sky.
The scenery was beautiful and breath-taking.
When we took the first leap hand in hand,
I felt fear.
You said nothing but the warm smile on your face said,
"don't be afraid, i'm here with you"
I believed and i went with you.
But there's never a scene where you spoke to me.
There's never a sight of you holding me.
Disasters strike,
Destruction came.
For you i gave my wings,
and chose to fall into the sea below.
Yet you never once tried to reach out those hands
Those hands that once held mine
Never did you try to save me from falling.
Tell me, where has that warm smile and comforting hands go?
Where was the you that i once knew?
Why am i falling yet not afraid?
Maybe it's because i was crying.
Those tears that fell with me.
Fell with me into the sea.
I kept thinking,
"why aren't i afraid of it?"
Suddenly, i lost sight of you.
You must have been flying up.
Going even farther.
Never coming back.
Water surrounded me,
I knew i was crying
that tears were falling
but no one cared
and no one knew.
Because the sea was a disguise
My mask that hid the truth
Memories unfolded,
I saw life passing me,
showing me my feelings.
I looked at the scene where took the first leap.
Then i understood.
That i was the one without the wings,
I was holding you back,
Not letting you who worked for those wings fly free.
The mask on me shattered.
The dreams i once had faded.
The sounds of the wind were gone.
The tears i had disappeared.
Deep down,
in my heart; i said:
"Please, please let him fly.
Teach me to let go like him,
teach me to soar like him.
With wings of my own i shall chase.
After the dream i always held dear."
Will you let me soar?
~Elixian
(gonna put in a melody for this :\, hmm should i? xD)