WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME?!?!?!?! WHY?

DO YOU HATE ME GOD?
SO YOU DESPISE ME SO MUCH YOU WON'T EVEN LET ME BE HAPPY?!
YES IT WAS MY MISTAKE. HAPPY NOW?

I HAD ENOUGH OF YOU.

I REALLY HAD ENOUGH.

ALL I WANTED WAS JOY!

AREN'T YOU BLOODY IDIOT SUPPOSE TO BRING JOY TO PEOPLE!? SO WHY THIS?!

I HATE YOU!

I HATE YOU SO MUCH.

because you made me hate myself so much it hurts. i just wanted some time ): just a little... ):

stop making me cry. im' sad enough. i don't need more tears to fall.

it hurts like hell.

just give me a chance please?

just once more.

~Elixian

I should be getting back to my studies.. but argh, nvm.

Photos and updates first.

Monday&Tuesday:

Jie~ :D

Trying to take a good photo lols

MUG HARD >:O

More photos?

Yeah i'm playing with her GC xDD so fun~ (btw those are lyrics)

I was studying bio? .-.

random i know .-.

clearer (thanks to my sis xD)

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Mugging .-.

Drive thru @.@ sigh...

I got bored .-.

Aren't they cute?

Look! it's sitting :DDD

they look so couplish :o

Thursday:

Geog lesson hohoho~ it's map reading .-.

"booby cay" lols what a name.

Retirement and Revival :O

Oh Jackass river xD

I think this was the last few lessons~ no teacher .-.

Look! Sheng yao's laughing, sadly he's photo-shy ):

Friday:

The morning at about 6am

Beautiful sky (:

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Love the view outside my house~ the clouds are damn nice.

Lols i think this is the 3rd one o.o

hahas poor nixon?

lols ben

hmm i wonder what they're doing o.o

recess :O my cam kinda died on me =.=

Lols

Ben: :O!!!!! i think this is chris' turn o.o

Here's the Video:

Enjoy~ (:

Yes all these has been piled up. Just in case anyone's wondering, i'm slacking off right now, i'm so tired ): sigh...

No, i'm not blogging anymore. (unless i need to)

sigh >___<

I'm so died D:

~Elixian (heledine, save me pl0x T.T)

Somethings happened. i can't recall much yet again.

Time keeps flying, i'm wondering when will it fly past me. I always wished i could move back in time...

):

i'm having mood swings again...sigh, kind of sad over it .__.

Oh well~

oh yeah, for those in 4/9 the video and the answer sheet will be out tmr morning, i'll do it asap, right now, i a lil busy. Sorry for the wait...hais..

Anyways, listen to this song:


It's sounds really nice. I suppose i'll learn it another time, maybe after the Os

here's the list of things i'm probably going to do after exams..

1) get 2 more piercings
2) cut my hair
3) camp
4) work
5) get people presents i owe..
6) grind to lvl 120
7) find more songs
8) learn violin
9) learn to read faster
and many more... iuno i have so much to do but only one thing to do now:

Study.

~Elixian
[what a sad life we have]