xDD like the title says, i have friends visiting today.. they came over to study xD

People: :D Angel, Natalie and Benjamin

lol it was funny! xDD we laughed alot... well angel natalie and me...that is... we were waiting for ben to get over from his house to the serangoon MRT station... so while we waited, we rided my sister's piano scores and the play as well xDD we he finally came, we went to buy cheese fries which i unfortunatly lost all my fries in an attempt to get the life door to open .___.'''

oh well~ we shared the fries in the end xD well actually i treated Natalie and Benjamin cause it took some trouble for them to come over? xDD but it was fun... we did the 15 sets of Maths worksheets dear mr hiew gave us xDD

my leg decided to hate me today though... i kept getting pains D: but i was fine after a while... i kept trying to go under the table to get to the other side cause our books piled up the normal walking way xD and the so called "alley" oh well...

i enjoyed myself?? xDD haha it was really funny though! xD

welll i walked angela and ben to the bus stop... and the best came after angel got on her bus.. we walked on to another bus stop and discovered (after waiting for a while) that bu8s 109 doesn't stop there... and we walked back to the interchange .__. oh well xDD i walked home to enjoy dinner xDD and here i am blogging!

MYE is coming so i wouldn't be blogging any time soon, i think... after the exams i have plans too xDD so here's the plan >:D

5 May : english paper 1 and 2
7 May : chinese paper 1 and 2
8 May : socials studies, biology ( and good luck natalie on your music exam :O)
9 May : Math P1 and Geography paper
12 May: Math paper 2 and Chemistry (cries... it's directly AFTER my birthday D: which means... i can't celebrate >>;;)
13 May: A Maths
14 May: Physics AND IT IS THE END OF MYE!!!!!! *jumps for joy*

but first let's hope i'll make it past the examinations alive .__.

15 May: no school but i have a project going on .___.
16 May: i think the china trip starts here :]
26 May: back to S'pore xD
27 May: i think i have NCO camp T___T i don't wanna go? D:

well... i think that's all... and there goes my holiday Dx!!

oh-kay~ imma stop here :] i wanna go enjoy myself before i start doing uo the math worksheets again? xDD

~Helix

Randoms:
Music: all the 'Do As Infinity' songs i stole from my lao gong :D aka Kimmi X3
mood: dead x__x;;
current obsession: ehh... him and... MY PRECIOUS COMPUTER!!!! *is dragged away from her dear husband-to-be computer*.... Nyuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!! DDDD:

oh well~ i think i'm done xDD and my brain isn't in the right state of mind to be working now... but it will be later! xD cause i have homework to do .__.

to all: GOOD LUCK PEOPLE!!! MYE IS HERE Dx!!! (5 Days to my first paper ><)

well~ as the title says, i'm angry >:(

it was the a maths test D: i got all the steps right... and i got all my signs wrong .___. there goes my 5 marks Dx!

I HATE MATHS that that point of time~ however it got better towards the end of the day xDD

and then we had bio remidal~ which was pretty enjoyable in my point of view xDD then after which, me and angel rushed and finished up the Social studies then we ate Natalie's bread xD lol i love the tuna bread *-*

we sat in the canteen eating away and talking! lol, we couldn't stop xDD haha...

First, we started on a guy... then it dragged on to my sister's school, RJ's guys, after that it was the maris stella guys xD then it was angel's class guys... then what we thought about guys.. then it was JCs which we wanted to get in... lol and finally i think we ended with how guys think @.@ lol we talked for about 1hour and a half?? xDD

was really funny!!! hehe~ well~ i think i'll end the post~ still have things i gotta install into my computer to get it up and running again :D

hehe~ well cya!

~Helix (i've decided not to change 8D)

Randoms:
songs: memories of the city, memories of you, memories of school, brand new days :D
mood: crazy xDD

well! i'm off to read mangas >:D

seriously, i feel i'm really losing interest in whatever i do... i'm geting angry at the things around me... i want to stop, but it's imposible. it's not going to happen.

just look at my freakin actions in class. pfft. pathetic. Bloody moron like me can't do a thing.

exams are coming and i can't concentrate at all, can't do this can't do that.

i HATE this side of me.
i HATE this freakin bastard.
i LOAF this FREAKIN MORON STAND IN FRONT OF ME IN THE MIRROR.

pfft, i'm angry and that's it. and i'm losing all my interest. in art, in music, and gaming. EVERYTHING.

i HATE this WORLD of MINE.

oh how pathetic. i really hate myself now and i really don't know what to do. anyways, i doesn't even matter what i type here. NO ONE reads this bloody blog. it's DEAD.

.... somehow, i lost interest in this world and him...

no matter how much i don't want to. i am.

~Helix

randoms:
mood: totally horrible and somehow depressed.
music: i don't know any right now. i'm empty right now. FORGET you even heard a piece of music.

i can't stand myself anymore... i think i'm going to broke soon... wonder what will happen if i really broke... wonder...

(sorry for the post but i am really in no mood to type. i hate everything...loaf it... and i will make it bloody red if i could... i'm pathetic...)

Well, nothing much to write on this few days ^^;

But i will post just so i won't be murdered by those who visit my "dead" blog ^-^

I've found a few songs to listen... they may not be new, however, i still like them?

and my dad finally wants to get me a new phone :D!

U700 :) hehe~

Well~ on to my randoms >:D

~Shelia ( yesh i'm gonna change it and try out @.@)

Randoms:

Listening to~ Together When, Life is like a boat, Devil May Cry, Granado Espada, I'll be your home, Alone, Drifting In The City, Kimi no Kioku

Current anime... Gakuen Alice, D. Gray Man (i just wanna know the ending =w=), Clannad @.@.. and one more which i can't remember the title ^^;;

... a question to all~

Are my posts long and wordy???

Pls answer ^^; Leave a tag in the tag board :D thankies :)

hehe, as the title says~ i'm updating!

Well let's start from... Wednesday .___.

Wednesday:

i had no idea how or why it happened...

Firstly, it was Geography lessons whereby it all went smoothly...

Then there was Bio... where all the chaos happened...

i had no idea why or how some of my classmates did it, they chased the teacher away >< i don't if i am suppose to post this... but it's a really...shocking event?

It was basically listening and copying notes.. however some students asked her to repeat, which i didn't think she did... they argue that they can't copy and listen at the same time... i mean, it's not so hard right? i'm not trying to insult anyone here but it's just the way i view things...

some may say i am too much to say this... and i might be going against my own class... however i don't really favour the atmosphere of the class during bio lessons...

then the day went smoothlyexcept for the part where by i got back my test paper which i scored 15/20... for e maths T__T lost 2 marks to carelessness DD:

well~ over then that, i had chem prac, which was fun! i love the last experiment best? xD it solidifies *-*

After which i had CCA where we did nothing but play our instruments... no drills .___.

After CCA, went to AMK hub with hui sian, brandon, zi xuan, sheng yao, loong guat and lee keng xD bought some snacks and then brandon and some others left. The rest of us went to Macs for dinner xD

mm, i ate large fries..eh... Hui Sian and Loong Guat both got apple pies, then sheng yao with his meal .__. we mixed all the fries so it was double large fries for us 4 xD

mm, later i rushed off to Bishan to meet my mom to attend my sister's concert at RJ, her current school .__. i felt REALLY weird when i steped into RJ WITH my uniform... thank goodness i had my clarinet case to block off my blouse >>;; <<;; really, it felt really weird ><

the concert was pretty enjoyable i must say.... then i ate fried rice which my dad bought when i got home~

Thennnn!!!! there was TODAY~

i had SS which had homework... then EL which ALSO had homework... and the rest of the lessons.... my math class at the last period was canceled off due to the story telling event... it was pretty interesting i feel~ i love the high way story xDD the ending was funny xD lol... after which was the chinese oral which i'm VERY sure i'll fail...

while waiting for my turn to take the oral test, i chatted with my classmates of course... and i had Nixon saying all sorts of...things >>;;; it was funny and disgusting... then i'm so sure i failed my oral xDD i kept laughing and skipping all the words D:

then i waited for anyone who is willing to follow me to AMK hub to get dinner and gift for my dear sister~ it's her birthday tmr!!!!

so in the end i followed alvin and the rest to the MRT then off to AMK hub alone .___.

i bought her gift and went on home~ ate dinner..bath and now i'm blogging, i'll study for my chem test later on in the night after i'm done with my english homework... as for SS i think i'll do it on saturday ^^;;; there's 3 hours of bio tmr .__. let's hope i don't die studying bio D:

well~ i'll post till here ^^

~Helix

Randoms:
Listening to~~ Sophia, a thousand miles, when you believe
Mood~~ happy :) relaxed ^-^

Lyrics xD
A Thousand Miles :)
Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know
I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know
I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know
I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight

okay, this is to make up for the past few days of me, not updating my blog...

Yesterday:

I felt ANGRY, for goodness sake, everyone has something on on some days after school and they are tired right? pfft!

got punished for not doing some homework in school, i mean which person can work till 2am sleep then wake up at 5:45am?! if i could i WOULD and i WOULS FINISH UP ALL THOSE HOMEWORK... but unfortunatly, my parents won't allow me to stay up till that late... so i HAD to sleep at that time... 11:30pm...

it's not my fault for being tired for my CCA, i had drills, and yes, even though it ended early, it doesn't mean i'm NOT tired... pfft, i need to express this anger somewhere so there!

i don't wanna give details, anyways, i've forgotten part of it so pfft, might as well forget the whole freaking thing and make my life happier~

Today:

I AM STILL ANGRY AT MYSELF Dx!!! i forgot to take my badminton rackets from gen again!!!
great, what kind of mind do i have? well~ today was pretty okay~ and i found out, i have a great teacher, however many of us, in my opinion (no offense meant to anyone), can't comprehend the way she is trying to help us thus, the arguements and such, however it's really nice of her today~

i'm begining to feel that i have some great teachers teaching me, my sis told me, you won't think a teacher is good until you're secondary 4 and taking your 'O's which i feel is true!

really, when you actually leave a school, you'll feel you couldn't have done it if your teachers didn't help you, or your teachers didn't punish you or scold you to MAKE you move so you'll push through the examinations and get your As, Bs and others. I wish i could apperciate a teacher more~ hmm~

oh yes and Angel came to my home xDD i think we spent more time reading all the comic books i have then doing our math homework xDD but it was fun, we nearly forgotten the time! and my phone alarm didn't go off... >>;;

oh well~ over all today is one great day~

oh yes and to all DMB members:

GOOD LUCK! do your best and NEVER give up! most importantly, enjoy yourselves and give it your all tmr!~ don't regret it :)

finally tmr's the SYF for them~ let's hope they'll come back with GWHs!! GOOD LUCK GUYS!

hehe well, i'll just end off the post here, i'll be posting soon~ :D

~Helix ( i'll change the name soon~ i think)

Randoms:
Music: Rooftop~ ish in love with this song right now *-*
Sickness: ehh... block nose and cough at times >>;;
Dreaming about: my games *-*

ehh, i can't think about anything now @.@ i'll add on next time xD cya~