Yesterday was SUPER!..except for the part where i got "scolded?"

basically, i went to school in the morning as usual, it was a HALF-DAY~ :D

after which, went to the SL room to collect my blazer which will be sent to the RP by the other CCA... xD *lucky >w<*

Then went home with gen and played badminton with Wen zhen and Genevieve, it was crazy xDDD after a while, we went one a "playground hunt" went to a few playgrounds to play for a bit...

First, we were on the swings, i loved them @.@ then we went to a fitness corner and stayed there for a few minutes... hehe

After which, we went all the way back pass gen's house to another play ground... i simply LOVE that play ground to bits and pieces xD

We spinned round and round and round... lol, i happen to have made wen zhen dizzy by swinging her too much and too fast xD well, i was dizzy as well xDD BUT IT WAS FUN!

then we spent the rest of the time in gen's house playing black jack and "cheat", i won quite a fair bit, i guess? >:D

After which is... me and wen zhen going to AMK hub to eat then shopping until 3:50pm where most of the usherers met at the MRT station and then went to Woodlands by MRT...

After we arrived, we met Mr Soon then we TOOK THE WRONG BUS Dx!! well, it was the right bus, however it's on the wrong side... so we took the bus back to the terminal and then took 169 to RP. We got changed soon after, then were briefed...

well, i ended up with a half-hurt left sole thanks to my court-shoes D: oh well~

I was tearing up the tickets... .___. it was fun though xD the musical was COOL X]!!!

then we had supper, where Mr Soon treated all of us to Mcs :D but before that, my dad...kinda scolded me and don't wanna let me eat.. cause it was late.

I know that i should be going home, however, i'm hungry and i REALLY want to eat... well~ yeah, so in the end Mr Soon told my dad that they could pick me up at 11:30pm xD

SO I ATE AND I LOVED THE MEAL xD considering how hungry i am, i don't really bother much with the time anymore... hehe

Over all, it was a tiring day... and i slept at about 1am xD though i was on the bed at 12:30am... >>;;

kk~ i think i'll end the post here, if i'm not wrong, you can visit wen zhen's blog for the pictures she took when we were playing xDD

~ Helix

Randoms:

Mood: muscle ache T_T

Music...? ehh, La La Lie~~~ :DDDDD

current sickness: sore, SORE troat, and a horrid block nose DDD:

okay imma end here, if not i'll kill eyes making people read too much xD

Okay~ i have new screenies that me and sister editted together xD so here they are :D!


my fighter thinks X3!

my ele and her... AoE xD (she's pwetty with that ice spell!)

This is my current wallpaper? xD love it >:3

hehe~ tish a dwagon @w@... my charas are the 3 on the left and the others are my sis ^^

well~ i'm lazy as usual... and tmr's Deyi's FIRST EVER Musical!!! :D and i'm going ^^

well~ actually i have to go because i've got some ushering to do ^^;;; oh well~ i hope i'll enjoy the show as well :)

Who else is going? xD let's support our school on their FIRST musical~

well~ i'll just end the post... i have nothing much to type anyways... nothing interesting except me having that horrid blocked nose...for weeks T_T...

~Helix

Note to all:

*cough*... as what a certain someone said... i'll cancel the 'Behind the scenes' for the moment... >>;;

Note to the person:

...you owe me sweets Dx! and also... you can't pronounce 'Helix'... and Helix is such a simple term ;__;! not to mention it's a science term .__. ... maybe it's my fault for choosing such a horrid name no? xD oh well~

i hope i didn't offend you in this little note .__. if i did... leave a message for me~ i'll apologize DD:

Randoms:

Okay~ i've created something new here... this is just a random spot where all my crap goes~ lol~

Current track playing @.@: Alone >w<

Mood: crazy and weird D:

Current game obsession >:D : Granado Espada... love it! xD* ish punched*...

Anyways~ i'll end my post here~ feel free to leave me a tag in my box for any suggestions on what i can add to my post~ :) Thanks guys ^^ Cya~ :O!

Mwahahaha... *goes on forever*haha x)

okay~ i have a few screenshots to put up first BEFORE i go on with the post xD


Dancing fish xD ( the one that killed me 2 times T_T )--> revenge taken by Zi! :D
my...intellectual fighter :D...!

SEE?! HE THINKS!..really D:!

Our...eles :O! Twins =w=

Teh pweeeeeetty circle @w@!!

Okay... i'm too lazy to upload more...so, you'll see more in the next post? xDD

~Helix :O!

haha~ i didn't post for so long now @.@ gotta keep my blog alive and well :3 and so i'm here to revive my blog xDD *bricked*

x__x;;

I really have nothing much to write about... well except that i'm DEAD... cause i didn't finish my march hols homework T__T

here's the things i need to do DDD:

1) English... (it's a KILLER)
2) more english ;__;
3) VE >>;;
4) Chem (it's not a killer, i just can't work out the formulas ><)
5) Geography (i'm not done~ still doing??)
6) the 100++ log questions ( i didn't bring home the book so i think i wanna skip ;__; )

well~ there! so i'm so dead... i think i have more, but i don't remember xDD oh well =w=

i think i'll move on to the thing that i kept delaying... the BEHIND THE SCENES xDD kk~

~Helix

Behind the scenes:

Message to all:
first of all~ i'm sorry i haven't been posting for so long... my reasons are..

1) i'm too into my game to even post
2) i'm out of ideas ;__;
3) i'm too lazy to type (yes you can kill me for my lazyness... .__.)

and a few more that i can't remember... so on to the story :D!

*cough*...*poofs!*

[tish a line bweak :3]

Helix: okay... need ideas @.@

Heledine: what ideas?... never knew you were the kind to go out of ideas @.@

Helix: ...eehh... i'm still part human you know >>;;

Heledine: lol right... no human would be able to kill off an army of 10 mil worth of soldiers in a day too...

Helix: what? it's not my fault the wanted to kill me right?

Heledine: well it was your fault you went and angered the king of that world?

Helix: fine... but he was the one who insulted me Dx!

Heledine: how did he insult you? and i thought you were the kind who didn't really mind those insults? >>;;

Helix: well for starters, he said, my castle is ran down and totally spoil compared to his, so i went to pay him a visit at his "castle"... his "castle" was... just a small house >>;;; literally... he was no king Dx!

Heledine: oh! you meant that guy... lol he's a weird ass alright xD

Helix: well, i ignored that fact and decided to just forget for that period of time until... he tried to BURN my dragon >:( well~ in return i just insulted by saying he isn't any king at all...

Heledine: lemme guess, he wanted to proof to you he was a king and thus he sent that army to you?

Helix: eh... yeah, i guess that's it...

Heledine: lol, anyways, you wanna go study?

Helix: erm... not now.. i've seem to have lost my motivation to study ><;;

Heledine: shucks! and you didn't do your homework Dx!

Helix: that's the point! i lost all interest in study now D: i'm so sure that when my report comes back, i won't be able to touch the computer anymore ...

Heledine: D: nooooooooooooooo DDDDDx!!!!

Helix: well... too bad... so yeah...

Heledine: ;__;

disclaimer: sorry it's so short but i gotta stop using the computer now xDD

btw, all charas belong to me~ :3

and it's a fact guys, i think i really lost all motivation to study thus i might not be able to use the computer to post or play... due to my results i'm sure, so yeah... ...

i'll post again once i get a chance to >< sorry DD:

Okay, firstly~

i feel i'll leave my blog as it is and keep it alive :)

Second~

Behind the scenes.... shall be kept ALIVE :D

well~ this is a short post since i'm not using my home computer to post xDD i'm using my friend's computer (does evil laugh)

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Anyways, i'll be posting a little later, and during thursday and on fridays :) as i'll be posting at least once a week ^^ that's a.. you could say promise? xD

~Helix

Behind the scenes for this post will be delayed into the next post that will be tonight :) see juu guys soon ^^

Okay, i know this IS my second post in the same day... however, i've been reading through a few people's blog... and felt, should i move on?

Because, this blog is well, in my world, kind of active. It seems dead in other people's views... maybe i ought to move...

What should I do?

At times, i wonder:

Is there even a person out there, who even BOTHERS to listen to my story?

if the answer to that question is a no, i'll officially shut down the blog and just leave it, maybe update it when i feel like it... i can MOVE if i like...

wonder who feels the same?

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I feel, that people hate me. You ask me why? my answer... i'll tell you why.

Once and for all, i'll TELL you why, WHY i feel this way and why i try to hide, what i know i can't.

My answer to you is:

Because, i feel, people around me, thinks, i'm a all play and no work person. True, i admit, i am a game addict, i love to play, i love to read comics and enjoy what is there for me to enjoy. However, i do, do my work. i DO study for my tests... WHY can't some people see that? and why can't some one understand that, i'm just a FREAKING person who wants to be just a little smarter?

Yes, i'm selfish, that i know. yet, i still put some effort to think why should someone dislike me. i want to know. however, nothing comes my way and thus, i know, it's time i give up and just move on. Nothing will come my way, nothing except those horrid thinking and 'emo' thoughts.

How should i think then? i want to know... i know people HATE emo people, they seem to darken the mood. i know quite a few people...

i wonder if anyone knows, that i am a attention seeker? as long as no one talks to me, i'll just shut up and do my own things. i'll just leave you alone. i don't like being hated, it's not a nice feeling. if you don't understand, try making someone HATE you. THEN GO AND FEEL IT. tell me, how do YOU feel?

oh poopie D: i'm complaining again .__. heh, maye it's really time for change, and time to move :] i should start forgetting those really bad memories? lol, my sis called my emo... and she hates emo people. funny isn't it?

it is... xDD

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Behind the scenes is offically, going to be closed down, depending on the number of people who actually reads it, no point wasting my brain cells over some thing no one but myself reads. i might as well just save it in my brain, rather then type it out... sorry, but i've turn lazy and i've turned emo again.

maybe if i grow a little happier i'll pull this whole thing back together for people who even bothers to come and read up my blog... no that i don't apperciate these people... i like to knowing that people even comes to my blog...

xDD i'm still that weird tea kettlez my online friends call me xDD .__. i'm still a tea...? oh well~ i'm talking (typing, rather) rubbish... gotta stop... so yeah~

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lol~ as the title says, it's time for me to change a little of everything... (that will include changing a blog skins once i find a new one xD )



It's been a pretty boring day, so far... so i spent a little time thinking... What can i change?



i guess i'll list a few things out first...



i wanna change...
~ my body .__. i'm fat Dx!
~ my life ( cause out of 365 days... 99% of those days are boring... )
~ my attitude ( cause i literally scream at people and offend them for practically no good reason )
~ my way of speech ( happens so that my tone is wrong, thus giving people the wrong idea and thus, leading to a "arguement" ).. not good >>;;
~ THE ERROR MY GAME KEEPS GIVING ME!!!! ( i will stab that game some day Dx! )
~ my blog skin ( cause i don't update my blog often and thus i just leave the same skin on and on and on for AGES~ xD )
~ my style of drawing ( i find it totally disgusting, how i draw... the things i draw are well, to be honest, horrid... though maybe some may like it, i sometimes wonder if they are telling the truth... hmmm.. )
~ my brain ( cause my brain and i are totally lazy thus, i'm kinda ... stupid... compaired to a certain sister i have... okay, she maybe older, however if i compair the results with she was of my age, she's smarter~ there! )



well~ there's a few there... i guess i'll list more soon...



i feel weird though... it seems like i'm always saying this kind of "i really wanna change for the better" things, however i still find myself as that horrid me... lol~ i'll all talk and no action...



some how i realise that, but i don't change. i know what i want, but i don't go for it. i say i do go for it, however, it's only my imagination... isn't it?



oh well~ i think i'm gonna go on and post on what happened in the camp xD



~~[lookie~ tish a line bweak! xD]~~


First day:



Morning:
* Got dragged off the bed, cause i didn't wanna wake up =__=''
* bathe and got ready .__.
* went to school and found out which group i was in... ( Group 12 )
* set off for Malaysia~ >w<
* got to the singapore customs
* then to the malaysia custom~ ( i gotz a chomp :D..! )** erm... wrong spelling?
* took a 1h and 30 mins ride to the base camp ( slept on the bus )


Afternoon :
* Had lunch once we reached the base camp~ xD
* Went to the put down our bags and packed my day pack .__.
* changed and got ready for the trekking to the camp site :D!
* walked and walked and walked till we reached the site =__=...!
* pitched ours tents and left our day packs inside the tent
* started our trip to teh waterfall~ wheee!!!
* walked from 3+ i think till 7+ 8pm~ i have no idea, didn't really check my watch...
* got all wet xDD and we made Mr Lee all wet as well >:3 ( basically we played in the water... )



Night:
* cooked out own dinner ( we had maggie mee and sauage... ( i think i spelled that wrong) )
* my noodles were... well, salty .__.
* CAMP FIREEEEEEEE!!!!!
* had debrief and supper~ i took milk X3
* went back to the tent to sleep *-*





Midnight:
* lol~ i woke the whole tent up just to go to the 'Toilet' >>;; ( sorry guys D:! )
* got back to the tent and couldn't sleep till 4 am @.@
* woke everyone up at 5:45am x__x;; ( i'm a human alarm clock x_x; )



Second day:



Morning:
* had break fast
* brought down all teh tents :3
* trek back to our base camp~ X)


Afternoon:
* we checked into our CHALET!!!
* went on all sorts of wet activities xD
* we cooked out own lunch X) my group had chicken soup lol~ had no idea how we did it xDD
* i loved that lunch x)but i burnt my finger while trying to light all the solid fuel, lol



saldy, it rained .__. so in the end we sat in the canteen cheering and stuff...


Night:
* went back to our chalet to BATH!!!! ( we didn't get to bath the day before to yeah xD )
* packed everything and slept~ x) there was air-conditioner!!! :D!!!
* sleeeepppiiinnngggg tttiiiiimmmmmmeeeeee!!!! ( i shared a bed with a friend xD )



Last day:



Morning:
* i woke up late x__x;; i was suppose to wake up at 6:25 but in the end i woke up at 6:29 .__.
* my room mates and i made it in time for the 7:30am reporting time x)
* had breakfast~ we had seconds @__@
* did the jetty jump X) and build rafts, lol!



Afternoon:
* ran to change into nice DRY clothes for once and a good pair of DRY and UNSANDY shoes~ >w<
* prize presentation!!!
* surprisingly, my group got the best group award xD
* my class chair person and another person ( sorry i can't remember x__x;; ) got the best camper :D!
* went to the malaysia customs ( i gotz another chop** eh.. spelling errors? ^^;; )
* got to the singapore customs
* WENT BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!!
* did once last cheer and took a level photo xD
* then, i was lucky to have my friend, Tze Yeng. Her dad fetched me back to Serangoon :D! i gotta thank him and Tze yeng for the offer >w<





once i got home, i just switch on the computer and played and played, till my sister called home and made me go with her to get lunch and i played some more till it was night and i ate dinner and took a REFRESHING long bath... then played more~ and fell asleep reading my comics xD



i had the air-conditioner turned on again =w=!



well~ i think that's all i have~ but! i have a few pictures you guys could take a look at :D! i took them... well, my camera's battery is flat .___. so i could only manage a few pictures *-*



so here are the photos ^-^!






First day: Trekking :D!


First Day: Still trekking X3

First Day: trekking again =w=

First Day: our camp site X)

Second Day: Our chalet and my room mates X)

~ Think i'll post the rest on another day... well~ cya!

~ Helix