Okay... today started fine... but not yesterday... i had CCA and the logistic ... my friend... had forgot to buy strings for me... some boxes' handles had spoiled and i needa fix them...

not to mention that i have lots of other things to do too... and my project failed due to some computer errors... all the words were gone... and i was super pissed off with the project...

... i don't think i even have to mood to tell...

I have to pay for he march HOLIDAY CAMP.... and it was suppose to be a HOLIDAY not a SCHOOL DAY. And i have to go for a camp... CAMP!!! and everyday practice... i have my own things to do... i have homework, tuition... i don't get what they mean by , '' if you have tuition, i don't care, shift it to anotherday."

i mean like, how can i shift when my tuition is not a private tuition but a class... you expect the whole class to shift just because of two people? this is crazy... not to mention exams are coming and i lots of tests to study for... i don't have enough time... i'm not a genious...

if you read through my post here you can spot quite an amount of mistakes... i have to study... yea right...

" you just gotta plan" isn't it obvious that i already know that and i trying not to put my tuition on a CCA day? CCA's on Monday and WEdnesday... my Tuition is on Thursday and Saturday... now BOTH my march HOLIDAY's tuition lesson is gone. why? due to camp and exchange...

Whatever... i hate it... just for a competition... like what someone said, " i'd rather go to school in other countries than have HOLIDAY in Singapore"

Our holiday isn't even a holiday... we have homework... camp... extra lessons in the hoildays... it is as good as not have a holiday... while in some countries... they start school at 8:00am and end the same time as us... and their holiday really IS a holiday.. no homework just play... and relax... not extra what-so-ever...

i'm so super pissed with this... if my CCA can pay for my tuition fees and of course my extra tuition lesson...My tuition teachers are willing to fork out their time for us.. to have remidal with us... and now what? Sorry teacher, i can't go because of my camp... my CCA...

This is so unacceptable... i wish to complain.. i'm NOT so free... complete all homework before the camp... think it is possible? how about our projects... i'm sure there is at least ONE project we need to complete over the holidays...

IMPOSSIBLE... i really wanna quit.. but just becuase of the CCA points.. i have to stay in and take all that .... what so ever horrible things in...

i hope i can get my parents to write a letter to excuse from the last day of camp... cause camp's on Friday and Satuday... i still need to go home and put down my things and bathe then pack up for tuition and go for tuition... my tuition's at 12:30pm... think i have time?

My answer to you.. NO...N-O NO... if you don't know... i did love my CCA... and i still do... but not because of all this... all i said is but a mere part of the worst... there are worst...

Its true that i love my CCA and i still LOVE it... but... if there is no such thing as camp... everyday of holiday come back to school to practice...strict punishment of such.. i would love it... take for example.. my sis... she's in the same CCA as me... but in a differnet school... they DO NOT get punish for stupid reasons like socks too low...

In her school... as long as you socks are NOT ankle its fine... but HERE it must be half the leg high before you're safe from punishment...

in her school... not such thing as ' i give you ten counts get to ...' but here yes...

i know i complain lots bout this.. but i really think it is a bad thing... if i goes on.. i might afact my studies... and i WANT to get into truple science for at least TWO sciences... i must study...

i'm not a smart person like my sister... not a person who can easily manage my time since i'm serious not free during the whole week... i'm really stressed out...*cries*

I can't take it anymore... i really can't...just can't... if i could do ALL those... why should i care to complain? the thing is i can't therefore i complain... i dislike losing out to my friends in class... i have high expectations of myself... since my sister can do it... why can't i?

I really hate myself for that... i really do... my sis is talented.. while i'm stupid and un-talented... my art sucks, music.. i don't even have a grade while my sis is a grade 8 pianist. i envy her...

sorry.. but i have no mood to go on... *cries and is really depressed*

~Helix

Behind the scenes:

Axel: come on cheer up... you got 4th in class last year...

Helix: it isn't good enough... look at the school i'm in... and not to mention that i wasn't even in the top 25% in th school...is it bad? while you! just look... you're in a good school... you top 25% in level...

Axel: ah...true but...

Helix: know what? just forget it... i quit... i really quit this time...

Axel: hey wait you can't do that!!

Helix: I CAN AND I WANT TO! *disappear into dark portal*

Axel: wait! Helix!! oh dammit... this is gonna be bad... the whole castle's gonna be dark for weeks....

Demyx: what happened? what did you do to her?

Axel: i did nothing.. she did something to upset herself... in her studies...

Demyx: tell me..

Axel: well...*tells the whole story to Demyx*

Demyx: yo... this is bad.. the castle's really gonna be dark for weeks now...

Axel: that was what i said...

Demyx: better go find her quick... i'll go inform the superior...

Axel: yeah...

Demyx: i'll get the rest to help too!!*disappears into dark portal*

Axel: *does the same * Helix! where are you!!


disclaimer: i own nothing but my own misery and despair... i don't own... Axel, Demyx, and the superoir and the castle too.. if you know, which castle i'm refering too...

P.S. i'll won't be blogging for a few days now... cause of the pressure and also.. the whole of march holiday... i won't be online at all...

i'm amazed by this years' ang pao money that 've collected!! =3

One of my uncle gave me and my sister $500 each!!! i feel so happy... but of course i don't get to keep the money... i always give a part to my mother to keep in the bank and i'll keep the rest... nothing much...

i've got homework to do... oh well, i'll update next time...

~Helix

Behind the scenes:

(Note: munny is a term from KH so its not a spelling error.... and those amount aren't real... haha...X) )

Helix: How much did you get axel?

Axel: dunno... didn't even count...How 'bout you?

Helix: same... all i know is that one of my uncles gave me 500 munny cause he counted and gave in front of me...*thinks*

Axel: *jaw drop* Oh my god... how the heck?

Helix: how what? i thought you came from a rich family?

Axel: correction, i don't have a family... i'm a nobody...

Helix: Oh come on... i'm a nobody too... will Xemnas gave me...erm? 20 munny? if i'm not wrong...

Axel: why does he dot on you so much? who are you to him? i only got 10 munny from him...

Demyx: better then me... i only got 5 munny out of the superior...

Helix: oh hey demyx! how much did you get this year?

Demyx: 90, 000 munny only... and i was hoping for 100,000 munny again from my family...

Helix: erm.. demyx.. that's alot... i only got round...50,000 munny?

Axel: yeah... i got round 48,800 munny...

Demyx: Oh... i didn't know...

Axel: who knew you came from a rich family...

Helix: yeah...

Demyx: oh... its just that my family is in atlantica and will... my sister is getting married to a human and that...erm.. yeah... so they didn't get time to send me my new year munny...

Helix: wait... is your sister ariel?

Demyx: yeah...

Helix, Axel: OH MY GOD!!! YOUR A ROYAL?!!!!

Demyx: yeah... i thought you knew?

Helix: no...

Axel: i'm shocked... i'm never gonna to talk to you again bout new year... i promise that to myself... *walks away...*

Helix: major shock huh?

Demyx: did i say something wrong?

Helix: ya... you just admitted your a prince...

Demyx: oh... i forgot i wasn't suppose to tell him... haha...

Helix: doesn't matter...

Demyx and Helix walks off chatting bout new year...and happen to bump into Xemnas who was looking for the nobody who made Axel go on an...fire-whoever-he-sees walk round the castle that never was...

Disclaimer: i don't own... Axel, Demyx, Xemnas, Ariel, Atlantic,Castle that never was... did i miss out anything? oh i own Helix ONLY...

OH!!! so.. i'm sorry i updated so late... and this is my 100th post!! i know yesterday was Valentine's day and i was SUPPOSE to update but i got carried away with the TV... -_- sorry...

Anyways... the first thing i did when i reach school was to give the presents that i have packed the day before Valentine's day... people whom i gave...

1) WenZhen (my jie!)
2) Genevieve (meh good friend! )
3) Syawani (My close friend)
4) Jasmine(my SL... >.<)
5) Siti Nur Syawani (my sec two camp buddy)
6) Natalie (another good friend)
7)... not telling... i'm NOT telling... or i'll be teased or the rest of my life in school.... (just good friends)

Okay... so i only prepared 7 gifts but i received but 6 gifts from all my friends and even my senior... since Valentine's day fall on a wednesday, i have my CCA.... but i was quite enjoyable.. cause we had lots of break though my mood did change for the bad when my CCA nearly ended... i got angry cause of stress... since i'm always the last to complete my job... i had to wait for those people in the punishment to finish their punishment and report to me if they did borrow the instrument home then i get to leave...

BUT!!! there was a bad thing... we had to leave school by 6:30pm and i am like always later then that because of the waiting for people in the punishment.... then i had to rush to the meeting that all the NCOs were havin and then rush to get my watch and handphone in the locker...then rush out of the school before the DM comes... or i'll be in punishment too... and i would like to avoid that as best as i can....

after which... i went to the coffe shop opposite the school with Jasmine, Yongzhi (DM) and Loong guat to eat then... we chatted abit before we all left for home... what a day!!! but still i enjoyed since i had no homework what so ever on that day... or even so.. i finsihed them and left them in my locker... ah... i think that is all...

~Helix

Behind the scenes:

Axel: oh come'on tell us... who did you give the last present to?

Demyx: yeah! tell us!

Roxas: please!!

Zexion: i don't get why i got dragged along....

Helix: shutup... before i shut you up...

Axel: i promise i won't tell anyone!

Demyx: lips shut!

Roxas: *makes zip sound*

Zexion: ...

Helix: go away now...

Axel, Demyx, Roxas : NOT until you tell us who you gave the last present to!!

Helix: Zexion do me a favour and drag them away...

Zexion: i do not wish to get my hands dirty...

Helix: fine... thanks anyway for keeping quiet...

Zexion: welcome..

Helix: now... GET. OUT. OF. MY. ROOM!!!!!!

Axel: No!

Demyx and roxas: *takes the hint and gets out taking Zexion with them.

Helix: oh are you sure?

Axel: man you're slow... N-O, no got it memorized?

Helix: Please don' make things Difficult and GET OUT NOW!!!!

Axel: erm... yes?

Helix:good.

disclaimer: okay... i don't own anything BUT the story and Helix... nothing more...but if i own the organization XIII of kingdom hearts...

ah!!! i'm finally home!!! okay... i didn't update because i wasn't even athome to begin with... i was in my Secondary two camp...

Its and adventure camp... i just came by the way... if your wondering... (though... i don't think anyone would wonder) its pretty tiring but i was full of fun and enjoyment...

The first day...

We went to sambawang club for breakfast, the breakfast there was delicious... then we headed off to many different places for our NE learning journal (is it right?)

At one of the places, the whole class could see Malaysia... the Castle only... Cringe Memoral Hall ( i think its spelled that way... don't blame my bad english...) It was very beautiful... though i may be a somewhat sad place where many died in the wars of the past... but i was very peaceful and beautiful there... i loved that place the best...

Then... we went back to school for lunch then... we checked into the camp site at MOE Changi Coast Adventure Centre... we were sperated into 9 different groups mixed of every single class...
i was sad at first since i don't get to be with my best friend but still...yeah...

Then we went on to do our activities... Oh yeah! i forgot... my two trainers are... Andrea and Ming Ming (Meng Meng) <-- Just something we call him... In my group... the first activity was...rafting...we have to build a raft and launch it into the sea... then... of course we had lots of fun.. but still we also have other things like... group cheers... all that... than... Finally.. we went to sleep... the lights out was at... 11.30pm and we had to wake up at 6am in the morning for breakfast... and all... The second day...

Woke up and went for activities... and this day was the best... i got to do Kayaking and Flying Fox... and High Wire activities... i was scared of walking on the log i admit... cause it was really high... but what is worst is the flying fox... its was the best though...

The flying fox is when you slide down a rope and really fly... its bout 4 and a half storey high when you jump down...scary.. but enjoyable...

then there was rock climbling something which i did not do.. since i was all shakey from the hights... ( not really... i just didn't want to do the rock climbling cause it seemed boring...)

Then... finally the grand camp fire was here... i enjoyed watching all the performance put up but our fellow friends and all the cheers that was taught to us on during the day and of course my group too did a performance...

Even the teachers give us a show!! and of course not leaving out our trainers that thought us to do so many things... it was one of the most insteresting camps i ever had...

Due to our good performances... the trainers decided to lets us wake up at 7am instead of 6!!! it was soo cool!! and we were also givein that lightsout at 11.45pm instead of 11.30pm... more time to pack our things and use the toilet...

Then...It was the Last day...

We did the usual things... like gathering and then eating breakfast...

The best part comes next... after breakfast... my group unfortuenately got the "best" job... cleaning the toilets... The toilets were all sandy ( i don't know bout the guys toilet but the girls are like...) we manage to wash out all the dirt by working together...

Anyways... i was so happy!!! I finally get to go back home!!!

When we went back to deyi, we did a school cheer then we dispatch to go home... One of my friends and i went to eat before going home... and after eating, My friend and i chatted all the way to my bus stop and went home...

So now... i'm here typing and... yeah...

oh... i'm gonna sleep...nap...ZZzZzZzzZzZzZzZ

~Helix

Behind the scenes:

Helix: Finally! i'm home...ahh... i miss my bed....

Axel: heh...*leans against Helix's room door* its only a 3day 2night camp...

Helix: oh... how bout you try going and doing what i do... huh? anyways... get out of my room...

Axel: *ignores and walks in* of course...i can do what you do much better...

Helix: tell you what... tml, we go to the Chamber of Darkness and we spar... i win you work for me for free for a month... i lose... you decide...

Axel: right on...*smirks*

Helix:good.... and out.

Axel: make me..

Helix: Listen i'm tired and i do not wish to shout so...Out...

Axel: *ignores and looks at nails..*

Helix: Out. Of. My. Room.NOW!!!

Axel: *whistles and ignores*

Helix: fine. *gets up and walks towards Axel*

Axel: yes?

Helix: I already told you to get OUT OF MY ROOM!!!! AND MAKE IT FAST!!!!

Axel: erm... not gonna work...

Helix: Oh is it? * starts to burn with dark flames*

Axel: erm.. no.

~What follows can't be typed out here cause it contains lots of blood gore and violence...*nodnods*~

Axel: KYAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! OKAY OKAY I GIVE UP!!! KYAHAAAA!!!

Helix: *continues to torture*

~After half an hour~

Helix: now that was a good exercise... i should go bathe... ahh...*smiles and walks towards her bathroom with her towel*

- It just happens that Demyx walks past Helix's room and her door is open -

Demyx: OH MY GOD!!! AXEL!!!

Axel: x_x...ahh...

Demyx: i think you should never piss her off like that again...Lets get you back to your room and i'll help you bandage your wounds...

DISCLAIMER: ohoh!! i'm ma backa!!!! yesh! okay... so Helix doesn't own....Axel nor Demyx... but only the story itself and Helix and maybe the Chamber of Darkness...

Axel: *groans*

Demyx: stay still!!! or your never heal!

oh my god... its so not fair... i can't believe it... my mom doesn' allow me to go to my friend's church today... i told a few days before and she said yeah you can go but now? wait... she doesn't allow... and not to mention that i already told my friends after asking my mother if i can go...

Ah... feel so gulity now.... i'm really sorry i can't go... i really want to go but not allowed to... my mom says its too far... and when she said she allowed i thought after the church if i am allowed i can go out with her... ahh...

i can't believe it... but anyways... i wasn't allowed its because my mother wanted to bring me out to buy my camp things... i have a sec 2 camp coming up so.. yeah...

i got a few things to buy... i made the list already... sigh... if only...

Okay... i'm really not in the mood to type about it now... Oh yeah and sorry if i don't update any time soon...

~Helix

Behind the secnes:

Helix: sigh...

Axel: what's wrong?

Helix: nothing you should know...

Axel: com'on tell me...

Helix: you are one irritating nobody...

Axel: ha! of course!

Helix:...

Demyx: hey! what do you say we go to Twilight Twon for ice-cream? of course with Roxas...

Axel: sure!! ya comin, Helix?

Helix: nah... you guys go along... don't be too long or the superior will find out... and he'll have my head... cuase i am on guard duty for the day...

Axel, Demyx, Roxas: right....

Helix: get me one too!

Axel: sure!!

disclaimer: if anything on the top belongs to me i'd be rich... anyways... i only own the story and Helix... nothing more... so it means i don't own... Axel, Demyx, Roxas, nor the superior... if only they were mine.... did i miss out anything?