[ Expectations ]
Thursday, October 07, 2010 @ 10:59 PM

Expectations
I think it's just me.
I expected so much.
Too much.
Yeah, it's just me.
Sorrow & Pain
Darling
I'm sorry.
I didn't know i hurt you that much that day.
Those 2 days.
To see you like that,
It hurts like hell inside.
I hope i won't ever have to see that side ever again.
I know i caused that to happen.
I'm sorry.
):
I love you.
♥
Choosing to Believe
I have brought myself to come and believe you existed.
You'll always be there.
And i will not regret this decision i hope.
I only hope i can bring happiness to those around me.
Worries
You don't have to worry.
I'm ok.
You already knew my problem.
Yet you pretended not to know.
I hate you for that.
I never wanted to hate you.
But every action you've made.
It hurts me.
So what if it hurts you?
It hurts me more.
Leave me as i am.
Do that.
And i'll return to you.
~Elixian
the world in which you believed in so dearly