Splattered Disturbance V2 by VectorCookie; Deviantart

Needles

Today was kind of a bad day
i was poked by needles over and over

During break time
I fainted
caused Jon and Sam so much trouble ):
made Jordan worried

Got sent to Changi General Hospital?
Was put on drip
almost got sent to IMH ._.

Then my parents brought me to see Jordan at SGH.

After they left,
I fainted again.

Lucky i didn't have to go to A&E @ @

אתה אמר: "תשאל ואתה יקבלו", אבל אני מפחד אלוהים. מעולם לא הייתי רוצה להתמודד עם זה שוב.
You said "Ask and you will receive", but i am afraid, God. I never want to face that again.

I want to be normal again.
I wish my life would go back to what it use to be;

Just us.

Sharing both joy and sadness together.

But this time
Although i can still take it
We both are suffering together

But neither of us want to see each other in our own state

I'm sorry ):

Wished i was stronger....

♥

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Without i even realizing,
These tears falls on my cheek

I’m trying to hide
The heartbeats of my sorrow

This night, i hold your hand
Tight, and fall asleep

‘Good Night’

I think it would be wonderful
If i could spend another morning with you
Even if that’s only a mere hope
A miracle that i can only imagine

When i can’t confess anything
I can’t say ‘Good Bye’, too

Even if this voice fades
This melody shall not fade

And when i think that the end
Will come someday
In this night sky i pray
For that smile to remain forever

‘Good Night’

~Last Night, Good Night

~Elixian