I wanted to see you so badly
I wanted to forget you just as much
I wanted to move up to you
but i didn't dare to.

I didn't dare to add you,
I no longer dare to talk to you.
I have this fear for you.
That 6 words were piercing.
I wished i didn't have to hear it.

I need to change and forget.
I need to be someone i want to be.
I need to stop dreaming and start believing.
I need to be me.
But i didn't dare to.

I dare myself to do it,
but in the end,
I still don't dare to move.
I fear you.
Yet, i want to see you.

I no longer want this thing.
I can throw it away.
But in the end.
I'll still kill myself and dig for it.
I want to see you.
I want to see my missing piece.

~Elixian.
"Never die on your knees." Fight it.