lols this is my 300th post...surprisingly lols... and here i am, why? cause i'm sick..and i can't go to school.

Sick?
yes, with high fever of 38.9 (no i'm not kidding) and a cough :P
i have 2 test tmr...and i'm hoping i can go for them, if not i'll have to stay back to do the test...which, sucks. :P i'm already studying bonding singpore~ almost memorised 1 essay... gonna work on the next one soon... hahas

I'm hoping to memorise both the essays and pass with flying colours for ss...for once >.> since i have the advantage of being at home the whole day, although my brain isn't really working with the heat i have there >.>

I haev to practice math after that...in the night until 11 pm (:<>.> integration's still ok lols...

ok so now, i'm waiting to see the doctor for the 2nd time x__x and i'm taking a break from studying.. (which i'm not supposed to). hahas

How's everyone's day at school?? i hope it's been good. At least better than being stuck at home with a "burning" brain >.>

Sigh... ):

oh and to you:
it's ok (: i'm not gonna side anyone. like i said you can't change that person, neither can you change yourself. If that person isn't going to "appreciate" you, then don't bother with treating that person so well. You might regret it, like me. hahas. k?

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Just wanna share:

I had this dream. just today.

I was with someone in a store, and i got bored, i walked out. I looks up to the next floor. That's when we spotted each other. He called me. The mall was very familar to me, but i can't really make out which mall it was >.> and then we held hands like we did last time. or perhaps it's just my imagination that we did.

We were walking , suddenly, my friend appeared and walked alongside us. She was really hyper. it's a good thing. then we made out way to a book store, still with hands held. I felt happy, i don't know why.

Then, when we were in the book store, we walked in different ways to the books section we liked. After a while, he joined me again, and held my hand. We starting walking, and suddenly, i smelled smoke. i turned. And i can't find anyone smoking..then i realised, he was smoking. I was shocked. and i looked at him, he gave me a face which i can't remember.

Then, he ran.

I was stunt for a moment. and i ran after him. calling his name. he disappeared. i kept searching. I was desperate. I wanted to find him. find him really badly and tell him to stop smoking. then, i fainted. then when i woke up, i saw myself in my game. Than a creature approached me. "The virus infected..." something like that..was the name of the creature. It said "hi". and i replied. and once i did. It hit me, and within a few hits, i died.

But the weird thing is: I still felt the desperation to find him. I don't know who he was. But he seems so familar. Then, i realised. "I love him, that's why i'm desperate to find him."

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I woke up after that. by my mom to go school lols...but i didn't cause my temperature ws 38.5 >.>

hahas yeah i know its a love story (dream) BUT!!!!! i honestly, don't know who that guy is. and i have no idea where i am. it's just that i thought that dream was meaningful to a certain extend >.>

I wanna go back to school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DDDD:

Nyuuu i don't wanna be quarantine )x CHRIS SERN AM I REALLY QUARANTINE?! DDD:!!!

sigh...what a waste of time now T___T

~Elixian
P.S. My brain is "burning" so don't mind if i said anything out of point ;__;