[ should i move...? ]
Sunday, March 02, 2008 @ 8:42 PM
Okay, i know this IS my second post in the same day... however, i've been reading through a few people's blog... and felt, should i move on?
Because, this blog is well, in my world, kind of active. It seems dead in other people's views... maybe i ought to move...
What should I do?
At times, i wonder:
Is there even a person out there, who even BOTHERS to listen to my story?
if the answer to that question is a no, i'll officially shut down the blog and just leave it, maybe update it when i feel like it... i can MOVE if i like...
wonder who feels the same?
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I feel, that people hate me. You ask me why? my answer... i'll tell you why.
Once and for all, i'll TELL you why, WHY i feel this way and why i try to hide, what i know i can't.
My answer to you is:
Because, i feel, people around me, thinks, i'm a all play and no work person. True, i admit, i am a game addict, i love to play, i love to read comics and enjoy what is there for me to enjoy. However, i do, do my work. i DO study for my tests... WHY can't some people see that? and why can't some one understand that, i'm just a FREAKING person who wants to be just a little smarter?
Yes, i'm selfish, that i know. yet, i still put some effort to think why should someone dislike me. i want to know. however, nothing comes my way and thus, i know, it's time i give up and just move on. Nothing will come my way, nothing except those horrid thinking and 'emo' thoughts.
How should i think then? i want to know... i know people HATE emo people, they seem to darken the mood. i know quite a few people...
i wonder if anyone knows, that i am a attention seeker? as long as no one talks to me, i'll just shut up and do my own things. i'll just leave you alone. i don't like being hated, it's not a nice feeling. if you don't understand, try making someone HATE you. THEN GO AND FEEL IT. tell me, how do YOU feel?
oh poopie D: i'm complaining again .__. heh, maye it's really time for change, and time to move :] i should start forgetting those really bad memories? lol, my sis called my emo... and she hates emo people. funny isn't it?
it is... xDD
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~ Helix
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Behind the scenes is offically, going to be closed down, depending on the number of people who actually reads it, no point wasting my brain cells over some thing no one but myself reads. i might as well just save it in my brain, rather then type it out... sorry, but i've turn lazy and i've turned emo again.
maybe if i grow a little happier i'll pull this whole thing back together for people who even bothers to come and read up my blog... no that i don't apperciate these people... i like to knowing that people even comes to my blog...
xDD i'm still that weird tea kettlez my online friends call me xDD .__. i'm still a tea...? oh well~ i'm talking (typing, rather) rubbish... gotta stop... so yeah~
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§[the end of another story, an a start of another life]§
